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  6. You’re the needle in the hay
    The water at the door
    You’re a million miles away
    Doesn’t matter anymore

    (Source: Spotify)

     

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  10. Since you ask, most days I cannot remember.
    I walk in my clothing, unmarked by that voyage.
    Then the almost unnameable lust returns.

    Even then I have nothing against life.
    I know well the grass blades you mention,
    the furniture you have placed under the sun.

    But suicides have a special language.
    Like carpenters they want to know which tools.
    They never ask why build.

    — Anne Sexton, Wanting to Die. (via theburnthatkeepseverything)

    (Source: theburnthatkeepseverything, via theburnthatkeepseverything)

     

  11. (Source: thiickest, via nicolaaarrr)

     


  12. what it is like to live with an anxiety disorder

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    1.
    no one ever congratulates you
    for doing the really difficult things
    like driving on the freeway or getting out of bed or
    staying alive

    2.
    every friendship you make is a countdown
    to the moment
    when they finally can’t deal
    with the missed calls and canceled hangouts
    every friendship is on a timer
    every friendship expires sooner,
    not later

    3.
    you hear phrases like “bootstraps”
    over and over
    until you wish you had some to hang
    yourself with

    4.
    you have to learn to simultaneously
    relax your muscles
    and move them with determination
    you have to be in control
    and you have to let go
    at the same time
    it’s enough to drive you into
    a blubbering mess

    5.
    music is a conduit
    crying is a conduit
    your dad calling is a conduit
    everything becomes a conduit
    for either having or not having another panic attack

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    you learn to stop making plans
    because you’ll either disappoint yourself
    or someone you care about or both

    7.
    you accept all of it

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    you hope someday everyone else can
    accept it too

    (via eatyourpaisley)

     


  13. You’ll kiss them, even though you can see they’re sick. Even though you know they’ll make you sick.
    — The Worst I’ve Felt, I Wrote This For You . (via theburnthatkeepseverything)

    (Source: gypsyveins, via theburnthatkeepseverything)

     

  14. this song reminds me of such a hard and beautiful time 

    (Source: Spotify)

     

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